You're tired of running and losing your breath. You wonder to yourself who holds the match to start that fire. You wonder if you will feel less empty hearted. You wonder if the little things in life that made you who you are will have you once again dreaming to the stars. You wonder if things that once made you happy to be alive will make a comeback. When you wake up from a night's sleep you wonder to yourself if today is the day your heart will be back to it's old self or will it still be skipping every other beat. They think that you are happy but deep down inside you feel like a worthless disgrace.Įach day the performance you put on for people is Emmy award winning,īut you question yourself and wonder if you act is just a way for you to hold off your own internal sinnings. You smile so that's what people see on your face, Your days are so long the problems in your mind make you question if you should carry on. You don't want to love nor do you want to have fun. Once you lose your soul there is no turning back.Įverything you once dreamed of no longer has an impact. The thoughts in my head have me wishing I was laying in a cold dark hole. My happiness is gone as I walk in this world. You have no idea that my brain and I are arguing to if I should cross the line. You ask me how my day was and I say fine. You have no idea that my heart is in denial.
#WILL LOST SOUL ASIDE HAVE A STORY TO IT CRACK#
In the elevator you crack a joke, I flash a smile, I say thanks, but you have no idea that my mind is blank.
You hold the door open for me as I enter behind you. You pass me on the street and out eyes briefly meet.